Gulu, Kitgum, and Jinja

well, i've been here over two weeks and it's beginning to feel like home. praise God! last week was a hard one. immaculate and went up north to gulu and kitgum to visit some of the IDP camps. we visited four total. basically what we did was ask permission from the chief of the village, and then just went around and talked to people, listening to their stories and asking questions. there were soo many children there, and all of them are so beautiful. many of them just had rags and almost no one had shoes. most of the ppl in the camps have gone home, but the ones that we talked with are mainly widows, orphans, and disabled people. most have no money at all to travel back to their villages, and even if they did, their families have been killed and they ahve no one to help construct a hut to live in. it's heartbreaking to hear their stories, so much suffering has happened to countless people, yet they continue on. i cannot wait to combine their photos with their stories and share what i've learned with you. what these ppl need now is someone to come and teach them how to start a small business, simple skills, so that htey can support tehmselves. but, the little money that they do have, goes into buying food for their children. many of these women are taking care of orphans and relativess chidren. one woman is selling all seh has to buy food for her daughter, sandy. HIV is a huge problem here as well.

I've looked into the eyes of women who have lost everything, who have seen their husbands, parents, and children killed by the rebels, and who themselves have been left. I've heard teh stories of a young man who was captured by the rebels and lived in the bush, only alive to day because he managed a risky escape. i've held a naked child whose mother has no way of providing food for her. I've seen the effects of HIV as it progresses and it's heartbreaking to watch as these peopel suffer with little hope.

But I've also seen God work. He has protected me in every step. He's provided in everyway. and he has given me new friends who I am so blessed by. God is sovereign. I'm still trying to understand his will for me in this summer and trying to process through all i've seen. i'm wondering how to help and what to do with all i've seen. There's so much pain, but we serve a Good God.

that's all for now. thank you for your prayers.

blessings,
amanda